No particular reason for writing this, just felt like putting down some random thoughts that are zipping around in my head, right now.... its ironic how we say 'right now', I've never heard anyone speak of a right yesterday or a right tomorrow. I dont know if the randomness of these thoughts will weave themselves into a fabric....only time will tell.
Could these thoughts be about love....or perhaps about myself.... maybe it is neither. I dont yet know, only time will tell........ Time is something I've learnt not to fight or challenge or seek.... I've learnt my time is always in the now, no other moment exists in its entirety... except only in our heads... the past as memories and the future as desires. Some of us cling to our past and dont want to let go of the fine threads that entangle us, eventually we cant find a way to detach from the web we get caught in. While some of us live only for tomorrow..... which never comes, we miss today... our now, our everything and what will be responsible for this dream we call tomorrow.
When I feel I'm in love, I also feel afraid......Dont ask me why..... Love is meant to be the most beautiful instance of our existence, as it is for me..... dont ask me who i'm afraid of........ Love empowers you but weakens you all in one breath. In love we must cherish the now, as this moment of now will become a memory tomorrow. However love grows in time and time also brings with its waves a change. Can love survive change.... only time will tell....
I've seen people love for today, and tomorrow wipe it all away.... I've seen people use the fabric of love to cover themselves only in the night cold, as soon as the sun rises and with it the temperature, they throw away the covers that sheltered them from the chill... people will be people... diverse in thoughts and motives, we cant all be the same, for which I'm usually glad.
We spend hours knowing the past..... trying to unweave the threads, trying to understand the wounds the threads around us caused.... which at times seems meaningless... the wounds are gone and are not there to examine anymore.........because time engulfed and covered those with its magical healing power wiping away the pain, the scars and some times if lucky, even the memories associated with it. Each memory is unique and can never be compared....for as we evolve our experiences must do the same. It is the ultimate essence of life. Each moment brings with it a learing, a lesson to value and take forward as a memento to carry with us on our journey we call Life.
Since i learned- today is all we really have, I gave up all expectations of tomorrow....... is this an intelligent way of life.... only time will tell.... Time holds all the answers for in its winds it carries the wisdom, it holds the key to our future, a key that we can use only Now. If you take away the now, you will be left with nothing.
There are 5 mins left before my clock strikes midnight, five minutes left before tomorrow begins. I'm going to cherish the final seconds left, I'm going to bid today in all its glory, an honored goodbye.
To my TODAY, thankyou for being a part of me, I'll be forever grateful you were part of my existence, a step into my tomorrow, which in essence will never come.... for you will take over, and transform it into today.... and today for me you will always be, untill my soul decides to move on to another world, where my yesterdays, todays and tomorrows will be one for eternity.
Dedicated to my faithful friend TODAY.
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